I'm at some sort of turning point mentally, a crossroads if you will. I feel as if I'm teetering on the edge of something and I'm not sure if falling is a bad thing.

Something is deeply etched inside of me and it's a need for art. I've always wanted to be an artist, but I'm intelligent enough to know that I lack the natural talent for ever making something incredible.

Photography can change that. I should be buying my first DSLR in a few months (Canon 40d is the choice) and It's very exciting, yet there is a certain amount of trepidation that comes with it. I fight self doubt constantly. I have to force myself to have confidence that once I have the tools necessary I can make something of myself.


Going into photography as a career is mind numbing to think about, mostly because of the possibilities of travel. I love nature and I love road trips. One day I will backpack across Europe. So will.

I feel pretty alone in this new begining, my fiance is supportive but I don't think he knows the weight on my heart that is the need to create. I'm pretty much alone in this.

I've met some very incredible people here lately, who I will cautiously call friends and outright call them muses.  Visit they're sites. Show some love.


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Jaggedsoul